- I don't understand days off. Elliot told me they're days to do whatever you want-except break your mom out of jail, for some reason? He suggested I go to a place called "zoo."
- A place full of wild animals in a city? I thought Elliot was teasing me, like when he me cake was gross and he likes gross stuff (it's not and he doesn't).
- But here it is: the Gaea Public Zoo. I can feel Echo romping around in my hood.
- "Someone's excited."
- Echo: "EEK!"
- We can smell the animals from the gates, and I'm sure they can smell us-especially me, since I haven't gotten the hang of the shower or clothing washing devices (why not shower WITH your clothes? Elliot tells me that's not good but couldn't tell my why).
- This should be a huge open space with humans and animals all around, hunting and surviving. Instead, animals are packed into tiny pits, cages, and tanks, with humans packed into sidewalks, watching each other eat snacks from buckets.
- So ... just more city.
- But more that has buttered popcorn! Echo loves buttered popcorn. I toss some up so he can catch it mid-air.
- "Did you know prowler pee smells like this buttered popcorn? But it doesn't taste like it, that's for sure."
- Person: "Are ... are you talking to me? And taking my popcorn?"
- "Yup! Do you know why all the animals are in these cages and pits?"
- Person: "Uh, I guess to keep us safe? Like, from eating our popcorn without asking?"
- "But you'd be mostly safe without the cages, so long you weren't totally stupid."
- Person: "Right. I'm gonna go over there now."
- "Okay, thanks for the popcorn. Bye!"
- "Echo, I don't know. This isn't like I thought it'd be. Like, those arctic prowlers are trapped in a pit. They can't hunt, can't run, can't be themselves."
- "Wait-this is an animal jail! Civilization loves to lock things up, right, popcorn friend?"
- Person: "Did ... did you follow me over here?"
- "Right, Echo-?"
- I toss up a piece of popcorn, but it comes back down.
- "Echo?"
- He's not above me. Sneaky guy ... I blow a command on my whistle, but he doesn't return. My heart starts to thump.
- "Echo? He's not showing up on my radar..."
- I search everywhere, blowing every command on my whistle. I find a footprint in the prowler pits, which leads me to a dropping in the flyer aviary, which leads me to the pygmy leviathan tank when I hear a woman's voice-
- Zookeeper: "Hey! You! Get out of the exhibits! Now!"
- "We're not allowed in the exhibits? These animals should be free. We should be free with them! This is SUCH an animal jail..."
- I climb out of the tank. The uniform person turns out to be a zoo guard - see? Definitely a jail! Still, I tell her about Echo.
- Zookeeper: "Trained as he may be, he's still a wild animal. Did you think maybe he flew away?"
- "He's not wild, he's Echo. He wouldn't leave me."
- Zookeeper: "He doesn't sound so free to me..."
- Something twists in my stomach. Is she right? Animals return to reliable food sources. Was... was Echo just doing that?
- Zookeeper: "If it wasn't for this lifetime ban I'm about to give you, I'd invite you to get your fill of bats in our cavern enclosure."
- "There's a bat cave here? Why didn't you say so?"
- I pull my arm free from the zoo-guard's grip and take off sprinting. I usually hate signs (always telling me what I can't do), but I follow the ones shaped like a bat and they lead me to a door set into a fake boulder with cartoon bats drawn on it.
- I go in, and there's another set of doors. Reminds me of when I visit mom, when you go through doors, then are locked into a little prison of your own before they let you into the visiting room. I shudder.
- It's pitch dark. First I hear sharp clicks, then feel a small gust of wind as wings brush past my head. I catch the smell of buttered popcorn...
- Unless a prowler marked its territory, Echo's here.
- I look through my spotter's lens. It helps me find his position when I'm fighting in Apex matches, so it should pick him up. The little target icon searches the bats dangling from the ceiling" not him... not him... not him-and something hits me. Not physically, but like, in my mind.
- It feels like I'm back on Pagos, inside the GDS Vantage-my mom's prison ship...
- I shake off the feeling as another bat drops from the ceiling to fly past me. Then, my HUD pings something in the crowded ceiling.
- "Echo?"
- When I reach him, I hold out my hand, but see he's tucked under the wings of an older bat. The image of baby Echo crawling out from under his mother's body on the GDS Vantage flashes in front of my eyes, and I wince like it's the sun's glare.
- Zookeeper: "Looks like he's bonded with one of our mother bats..."
- I didn't hear her come in. I expect her to grab my arm. Instead, she puts a hand on my shoulder. I feel the tension slowly melt into sadness.
- "I never thought of Echo like a pet, but maybe he's only with me because I trained him to need me?"
- Zookeeper: "And you think the zoo is bad?"
- Echo looks up at me and reaches for me with one of his little hands, gripping the tip of my finger.
- But he doesn't let go of the bat.
- "I didn't mean to, Echo. I promise I didn't. I guess I told myself I had to take care of you because I killed your mom but it was because I needed you. And that wasn't fair."
- Zookeeper: "You killed his mom? That's horrible."
- "I was hunting! Every calorie counts on Pagos-"
- I stop talking as Echo lets go of my finger to nestle into the bat's fur even more.
- "You... you want to stay here. I... I understand. I'll visit you whenever I visit mom, okay? And when I finally free mom, I'll free you too. You and all the animals here."
- Zookeeper: "No, no you won't. Now let's go."
- I leave the zoo in a daze. It's as though I'm walking through waist-deep snow, numb from head to toe. I hold the whistle in my upturned palm, thinking about all the training, about Echo's little face-when a piece of popcorn lands in my palm.
- Echo: "EEK!"
- "Echo?"
- Echo lands on my forearm, and nuzzles the piece of popcorn towards me. Tears break free of my eyes to stream down my face. Through the teary blur, I can see Echo looks freaked out.
- Echo: "Eek."
- "I can understand not wanting to stay in that animal jail, but you don't have to stay with me. You're free, Echo."
- Echo looks at me, then the popcorn, then me, then eats the popcorn. A laugh escapes my throat and he bounds up my arm, headbutts my face, and dips into my hood. Laughing and crying, I grave a handful of popcorn and shove it into my mouth. It tastes amazing.
- Person: "Listen, lady. You can have my popcorn, okay? Just stop following me!"
- "Thank you!"
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